A Tough Decision

So you've decided to move on. But do you mean it? Can you keep it? Will you remain strong and ignore the urge to call? Will you be able to not keep watch over the phone in anticipation of a phone call? Will you be able to sleep tonight, tomorrow night and next week? When you make a decision to leave a relationship that's not good for you, even though you love the person, it will be a hard battle from the start sticking to the decision that you made. Days and nights will become longer. You will dread the weekends. You will wonder from time to time in middle of the day or while trying to focus on a task. You will ask yourself repeatedly, why? You will rehearse the scripts you've exchanged or the dialogues that resonate in your ears. You will try to piece the missing elements. You will sometimes not smile as much and you will just hate being alone because you know where your mind will go. A tough decision that had to be made. A tough decision that will cause so much aftermath pain. A tough decision most of us will have to make one day.

Don't fret the decision. Just remember that a month from now, you will be better off. In two or three months, you should be floating. In about 4 to 6 months, you should be smooth sailing and exploring new territories. Yes, a tough decision will cause all of this, but the beauty of it is you will meet that special man or woman in your life that will fill the void and bring much joy and happiness to you, but only if you make that tough decision.