Remember

It's time for love- your mind is ready, your body is aching, but he can't be found. You call him on his cell, you try his home - he can't be found. You go home and look at yourself in the mirror - you sit on the bed and begin to visualize his masculine hard and soft body next to yours; you fall back on you bed and close your eyes - you can feel his breath and his sweet strength on top of you - you begin to smile inside only to find that he can't be found. You open your eyes and stare at the ceiling and wonder what, why and where - What is he doing? Why isn't he with you? And where can he be? Your mind stops in mid stream and then you remember how come you are alone - Remember he couldn't be found - remember he was never there - and remember he didn't even know you - he didn't know the "real" you - when you would make love, it was his love and not yours and his. When you would make love, it was his release and your moan to be released. Remember!